i need a guardian angels

lately,my heart feel so empty,my cherish are gloomy,my lough filled with sadness,my tears comes through my scattered heart...what the hell of these feelings,dammit,its beyond my control.....i need someone to be at my side,just to be "my shadow when i am alone,just to be my shoulder when i am cry,just to be my pillow when i want a hug,just to be my smile when i want happy,and just to be a there when i need a friends"but where are they.......who are they...i think i don't have a friends to be my heroes in my journey of life,i just alone...lone...and loneliness.God set me free,i don't want to be in this dammit feelings anymore....its disgusting,its fucking hurt

i just need a guardian angels to cherish me,listen to me..courage me....to end up my short journey of life....god i pray to u that i wanna die young...its makes me star....i trust that "its only after someone is gone we will realize how much you miss them"

to someone that i love even she didn't noticed yet...."i will never stop loving u but i just learn to try to live without u" and if i could give u one thing in life i will give the ability to see yourself through my eyes because its only way you will realized how special you are to me

i need a guardian angels..................................................... 2/5/09 1.24 p.m.